my life is average

i don't know how else to lead into this post other than the fact that these topics have made an appearance in my mind recently:

1. don't get me wrong, I LOVE HAWAII...but, i am extremely excited to get home.

bike rides with maggie and shelbey

texas roadhouse

sunday nights at grandma and grandpa king's

riverside country club

camping

borders

stacie, arie

sleepovers

lake powell

my bed

good food

my family

2. i will be 19 in a week from now......(pardon my french) $%&!@#$.

i am not ok with this.  

19: the twilight of my teenage years. 

WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME?

ok, 19 only happens once but i am dreading it with every fiber of my being. 

i might as well purchase my burial plot and order my tombstone,

the grey hairs are coming through, my teeth are falling out. 

don't wish me a happy birthday, age is not something to celebrate.

3. next summer my plan is to travel europe with my homies nichel and stacie.

*cue angels and hallelujah choruses* WOOT WOOT.

we plan on making stops in athens, rome, paris, spain, london, florence, prague, venice, amsterdam...

trust me, it's planned out and nothing will stop me or us...except for the lack of money perhaps. 

BUT WE SHALL PREVAIL. 

we have looked into it, this venture is not to be doubted or questioned.

4. the other day i had this horrible epiphany that i will most likely be married (relatively) soon.  i don't know to who, or exactly when but...it's going down.  the reason being, i always trash talk the fools who say they know what love is at age 19 and those who have yet to experience life. so, to sum it up, i feel as if i have jinxed myself and i am bracing myself for the day i meet the guy who will sweep me off my feet...*that'll be the day*...